Remember...

Another idea that I have stolen (Seriously Amy C you know how to make me think). Things in our lives shape us to be who we are today. I strongly believe we are products of our environments and I hate the idea our lives are predetermined. I also believe that everything we do and see has happened before and will happen again and the players in the story will change. So here we go...

I will always remember the day I renounced religion

I will always remember the day I lost my grandfather and pretended to cry because I didn't understand

I will always remember saying the worst thing that I have ever said to a person very dear to me and how I will never forgive myself

I will always remember my first day at school and how terrified I was

I will always remember how I was bullied at School and how someone close to me now
has to suffer the consequences because of the bitterness I feel

I will always remember the first time I heard ska music

I will always remember my first ska show

I will always remember the first time I got up on stage

I will always remember my first smoke and how ill it made me feel

I will always remember the first time I saw Becki

I will always remember the first time I kissed her

I will always remember the night we spent under the stars

I will always remember losing a friend to the addiction of drugs

I will always remember the pain of saying goodbye

I will always remember My first day at Kent University

I will always remember loosing one of the best friends I ever had

I will always remember hating myself for leaving Kent Uni (and even as I write this I still hate myself a little bit)

I will always remember playing at the Concorde 2

I will always remember New York 2008

I will always remember the first day of Worcester University

I will always remember the day I lost my faith in humanity

I will always remember the day I discovered Angels & Airwaves and how listening to their music literally changed my life

I will always remember the day I found a group of friends I could call family and how we spent the night with a BBQ, talking, making music and having fun

I will always remember crying as I left Worcester Uni after the first year

I will always remember feeling that some of those tears were wasted

I will always remember the day my passion for Drama returned and how good it felt after 1 1/2 years of hating what I was doing

I will always remember being disappointed in certain people and the way they act and the things they say when I previously held them in high regard

I will always remember traveling across the country to see the one I love

I will always remember searching for something extraordinary


There are many things things I can remember about my life. However, it the select few above that I feel have really shaped me into the person I am today.