I don't think I've ever felt like this before. So down, so defeated and so broken. It's a strange feeling when the light that guided you through a tough time, even more so when that tough time was merely weeks ago, goes out and you are left stranded in the dark. I cannot begin to explain how lost I feel, so unsure and so insecure. And to make matters worse the only thing that previously offered me escape is now simply a channel for all the negativity I feel. I'm struggling to find the words to describe just how I feel. The only word that comes close is numb.
"Good morning heartache, you're like an old friend come to see me again"